Saturday, September 11, 2010

Bros before Hos

I hate being alone. It's a fact. I am not one of those people who relishes in the few moments of quiet time during the day. Nope, I am one of those people who needs constant entertainment (I know, I sound totally annoying right now, don't I?) Perhaps I missed the only child lesson on being able to create your own fun, but I would rather spend time with just about anyone than have to spend a whole weekend without any plans. Not having anything to do on a Friday AND Saturday night= My personal nightmare. Okay, maybe it's not that bad, but I will say I get awfully cranky.... Unfortunately for me, this loneliness induced crankiness has been setting in a little more frequently as of late. Sure, I have a new guy in my life who has been taking up some of my time, but I am totally a "bros before hos" kind of girl if you know what I mean. Lately though it seems that my "bros" have been disappearing slowly, one by one. No, I haven't been driving them away. Rather, they have been driving themselves away. Literally. To another state.... or two, or three. Yup, in the past few months four(!) of my closest friends have moved away-- and another one is planning on leaving in the next six months. Now, I know it has nothing to do with me, but man does it suck. In my continued efforts to be positive, I will say that now I have lots of fun places to visit, but that doesn't really take away from the fact that I am running out of people to hang out with here in Boston. Mostly though, everyone moving away has just made me think about whether or not I should do the same thing. Where I would go, I have no idea. New York perhaps? I don't know. I guess I just feel like I've done my time in Boston and maybe I need a change. Anyway, it's just a thought for now....

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