Realizations

So this morning I was at Whole Foods buying short ribs for the dinner I am super excited about making tonight and all of a sudden I felt strange... this unfamiliar feeling of... happiness. Weird, right? I mean especially with yesterday's feelings o' crap. But it just sort of hit me. For a second I thought to myself 'well this is bizarre, I guess I should take advantage of it while it lasts.' But then I thought, wait, that's an awfully negative way of thinking about it. I can just be happy. Maybe it's the potential new boy, or the meditation, or the weather... who knows but for today that's what happening. Yay!

The happiest part of my day: realizing that today was the first day I've felt genuinely happy in about...well, I have no idea... it's been a looooooooong time.