Blaaaaaaahhh...

Okay, can I just say, meditating is not easy, but it is especially not easy when you are sick. I know I said I was sick yesterday but I realized in my 15 minutes this evening that I probably shouldn't have gone to work this morning since I am far sicker today. Yesterday I could breathe through one nostril at least. Today, I had neither to work with. Not being able to breathe made it harder to focus on...well, my breathing. So my mind went off on a little tangent today, mostly about what I was going to say in my blog posting about how hard it was to meditate when I was sick. Of course, I don't remember that little internal conversation now that I am actually blogging about it... something about being congested literally and figuratively. I don't know. It sounded good at the time. I just remember that my attempt at meditating was so rudely interrupted by a combination of my dogs barking at nothing and my wonderfully runny nose, which forced me to move from my meditative position to wipe it away. Anyway, tonight was not successful and I opened my eyes one minute before my alarm went off. Don't even talk to me about law number two right now since I didn't do it today. Okay, I'm off to bed at 9:30. I feel like crap.

The happiest part of my day: Taking a two hour nap!!